i don't wanna be mean cause you sound really.... really new. but umm. theres like 398638973 ways to obtain those stupid blue things for pills. even just buying them with ec from GG lol,
as for marriage, just turn gay. gender change if you gotta. i give you tips to get good. like all pro in this server
buy DS - Cube - WS Engrave it with your own things, get good engraves sell it, rename to omnislasher, download script. pratice script, learn russian. play ezpz classes like wizard or archer. download every third party program that improves you over anyone else even if its 1% better. make your ini some skinny thing with a pure black face and give yourself a pro name like "Killerz" or something. even if you're bad just trash people till they think you're good and bam. you set my man. enjoy the game <3