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ere is a funny story that recently happened to me. It's quite long and I'm not expecting many to read it but thought I would type it up to remember.I sometimes like to play this game called Smite. It's a MOBA and above anything else, teamwork IS REQUIRED. I usually do pretty good for myself, and generally hover around the top of the scoreboard. That night though, wasn't my night at all.Game after game, my kill to death ratio is negative. Terrible. Actually, we're going to use the word atrocious instead. An absolute atrocity! I'm not talking about going negative by a few deaths either. I'm talking about going negative by 12+ kills, about 10+ games in a row. The thing with MOBAs is that in the final stages of the game, deaths are absolutely brutal in the sense that you have to sit there and wait to respawn for times upwards to 90 seconds. Imagine having to sit there and think about what you did wrong and what you should've done while the opponent has the upper hand and tags your teammates because they're now up 1. Imagine this happening time and time again. The thing is, this didn't dawn on me for for the first 10+ games I played. I would constantly run head first into battle as if I could solo the whole team. Wrecked. Handled. Bodied. killed. Ravaged. You know some sort of synonym to any of the previous words listed and it probably happened to me. If you know me, you know I'm a chill dude. I don't get mad much, maybe a little annoyed though. But when I play games, that changes. I'm calling peoples' mothers all types of bitches, I'm violating peoples' dead family members, I'm cursing out Jesus, threatening to shoot up peoples' cribs, the whole 9 yards. I get mad mental on the sticks. Let me tell something though, I was so mad, my brain just shut down. You know when you're so mad that you can't be mad anymore because your level of mad is so unfathomable that your brain just says "Boy, you buggin.' Go lay down." That is exactly what happened. Time pretty much stopped. I said to myself "Why are you so mad? It's game." and then I kept thinking. Thinking. Thinking. I wasn't mad at the game, I was mad that I didn't know how to work with my team. Even in real life, I've never really been a team player. It's not that I'm grimy, I'm a sharing person if you know me. It's that I literally do not know how to work with people. It's not that I didn't have the oppurtunity to learn the skill, it's that I chose not to learn it because that meant I would have to trust people. It is true that you learn things from the weirdest of places. Smite, a Moba; taught me something that I never really addressed about myself. Hahaha. Quite funny.I've got a lot of work to do on myself. I need to destroy and then rebuild me. 2017 is going to be a...memorable year.
wow? u ok?
I don't know ..am i ?
if u'r not playing Smite atm, i guess, yes .. u are..Btw..Don't open this..
Oh my... what a good read xD OT: I can totally relate.
